Build Me Up. Tear Me Down.

Before you add me get to know me first, yeah?

A little taste of me:

My name is Vicki.

I am very shy and I dont like people alot. I have had manic depression since 6th grade. I hate it when people "pitty" me because of my problems. I have them but the way that I look at it could be alot worse.

My dad is an abusive alcoholic and for that reason my grandpa has pretty much raised me. He is the best parent I could ask for and I dont know what I would do without him. As of March I have been "sober" not alot of people besides the school know about my alcohol and drug issues. I have been to rehab twice for suicide and drug use.

I am still working on my suicidal issues and my friends are the best support I have. One day I hope to go to art school or go to school to become a writer. I like to write lyrics, as crappy as they are. My musical inperation is Ryan Ross because I belive him to be my Shakespear.

Panic At The Disco is one of my favorite bands because I could have the worst day, and be in the shittiest mood ever and all I have to do is listen to Pretty. Odd. and it seems to make me feel a little better about everything.

I dont belive in "God" or follow a religion.

I am a nerd. I addmit it. My favorite classes are English and Literature.

When I am stressed I like to color with cryins. Cryins. Not cayons. Cryins. Crayon sounds like a fucking mid-evil bird.

I love too go to my best friend Laurans house about 3 hours north. Thats where my family is. Lauran, Mommy Barb and my big brother Clay. Lauran and Vicki, together we are Licki.

If you use the term "Emo" on me I will back-hand you. I swear I will. Emos bleed black. I bleed coffee.

I am a vegitarian, I have been for over a year.

I am not homophobic or racist of any kind. I dont like being called a hippie. Active enviromentalist works for me.

Some people call me a pessimist. I call it being realistic.

I am hyper. Very hyper. I have been known to tackle people in the coat room at school because I get hyper at school and I don't know what to with myself, so I'll dance at random times or burst out into song. Why? Because I feel like it.

Once you get to know me I am not shy and I can be very outgoing.

Iam not afraid to put myself out there and be who I want to be. Some people have a problem with it but I find it to be their problem, not mine. For a long time I tried to fit in at school but then I got sick of it and just said "Fuck it!" So I broke out the funky clothes and eyeliner, ohhh yeah.

I dont like being labled. I dont think you could lable me if you tried. I listen to everything from The Beatles to Screamo. I am weird. I embrace it.

I love Disney movies and I have collected them from the time I was 3. My favorite movies are Aladin and Cinderlella. Who doesnt love a corny, cheesey, happy ending? And...I like to say 'fuck' alot. I dont know why...I blame Lauran.